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2006-05-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

i am very upset. VERY VERY UPSET because my post just got deleted! oh well nevermind. i'll just reblog it since it was short anyway.

today's been an alright day. choir was okay, i didn't sing thanks to an icky nose & throat. uhm, bus-ed home with cindy & racho. it was nice, no it wasn't extremely fun (how fun can a bus ride get?) but it was nice, just plain nice, even if we didn't talk much :) pe was alright too, no more 2.4 trainings bla bla. frisbee was boring though, and the situp mats stink ): pabitha did her 2.4 today & she ran well! yay :)

tmrw's with lingjing & louisa, yay. im looking forward to it :) haven't had a threerocks in dknw how long. lingjing's treat, hurray. mmhmm

okay there isnt very much to blog. but i feel very good, and it's been ages since i felt this way, perhaps the last time was say, primary6?

three grace <33333

there's really not a single person i dislike

2006-04-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

i want to change my blog layout, i think the pictures are so.. and it gets uglier everytime i look at it! haha terrible. chinese test & tingxie tmrw, at least i've studied some. we're supposed to have zaobaoluntan & english lit micro teaching project meeting online now, but my msn sucks. my connection is totally fine but msn just keeps disconnecting itself. ugh shit.

school was alright, didn't do much. oh we danced the family dance about 4-5 times? haha danced with dimmy & it became quite funny :D fell asleep during chem and woke up after mr choo left :/ lit was kinda free period, and jiaxuan was being dumb, aha. whats new :) left school with cordelia & onyu. hurried to heartland mall to meet hannah, had lunch at kfc and i was really full after that. walked around cold storage a bit, wanted to get easter chocolates, but they were all sold out ): got some cadbury bars instead. cabbed to hannah's place cause it was raining & we really wanted to get back quick. watched oth 317, studied some chinese then left at around 630. haha was having a massive headache on the way back, ugh.

okay

2006-04-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

it was abby's birthday yesterday! yay. haha but she was sad ): nevermind, she was happy in the end : D : D yay. that made everyone very happy.

didn't have lessons yesterday, except for math which was utter crap & chinese. we had to write some letter & had chengyu test, i think i'm going to fail the letter writing cause i really couldn't focus & then i had to leave for choir stuff. had to welcome the JB choir people, sat around in the drama studio watching performances, listening to speeches. we all had to buddy someones & bring her around the school. haha my buddy was crynl, she's nice :) walked around the school for abit, then had lunch. the orange bowl chilli is weird now :/ cindy & i both got yucky stomachaches after eating, eew. sent the JB choir girls off at 3 plus, then went to meet cordelia. sat around in 3 unity for a while discussing stuff, and left the school at 4. my head was really throbbing & my nose was running ): cabbed to amk polyclinic cause my head was really hurting & i didn't know where it was :/ aha nevermind. the doctor was pretty nice, the wait for the medicine was long though :/ cabbed down to town after that and i'm really broke now. but i really didn't feel like walking and my head was pounding. got my A&F slippers at meridien, walked down to heeren, met abby, uly & onyu for a short while only ))): rushed down to esplanade after that, and i was really running through the underpass. and this annoying group of malay boys started running as well & i was already so bloody pissed so i turned back and shouted at them, ugh. met my mum & sisters, then headed in just before the musical started. west side story was alright i suppose. but i was sleepy & the woman next to me was freaking annoying she msged nonstop throughout the entire thing. anyway i was really pissed & irritated at the end of everything. and then i had to phone for a cab cause all the cabs on the road were occupied bla bla and then citycab cut me off, then comfort cut me off & then i ended up shouting at the comfort operator after that. whatever. my head was really painful when i got home, took the weird medicine & then went to sleep.

sleep is good, i slept for 12 hours before being woken up by jiaxuan's phone call. aha today's been a good day. i've done alot of math, read my JLC chapter thrice :) mmhmm im going to start on the lit thing later, and finish up the english report :) hurray.

abby! hello favourite friend. yay im glad you like your shirt. i know the octopus is very ugly lah ): but eh, its the thought that counts right! haha i love you very much, and im super sorry i had to leave early. like i said earlier, we'll celebrate again another time okay? another abby day :) i mean it! okay i know you were quite upset earlier in the day right, but it all turned out fine & we all love you tons. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ABBY!

2006-04-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

hello! haha im damn tired now, really tired. 6 rounds during pe today, i nearly died i tell you. the awful pin in my shoe was really annoying & i sat down to take it out, aha. both rachel & lingjing didn't come for choir today, i was bored. but xueting came & entertained me :) haha in the end choir was pretty alright, not very productive, but okay.

i can conclude that i have really funny friends around me all the time. haha see >

(during chinese lesson)
yingqi: jiaxuan! i dont want to run 6 rounds. ive got butterflies in my stomach!
jiaxuan: I GOT TIGER!
y: HUH?!
j: see, im such a funny friend. i help you to relieve stress! AH-HA!

yes, my funny friend.

after choir, racho serene & i went to the stadium to run! haha yes, i seriously think i'm going to fail my 2.4. you have no idea how lousy my timing is. anyway, serene was kinda mad :/

(we were running)
serene: you want to know the secret to staying slim?
yingqi: yes!
s: (whispers) shit more!
y: AHAHAHA! what rubbish.
s: it's true!
(then she uttered more nonsense, i can't remember what.)
y: i'm going to post all your nonsense mutterings on my blog.
s: YAY! I GET FEATURED!

oh my gosh. anyhow, thanks serene & racho for accompanying me to the stadium to run! : D

"As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our lives better.. money, popularity, we ignore what truly matters. The simple things like friendship, family, love. The things we probably already had."

2006-04-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

exactly 11 minutes more to chinese tuition and knowing the chinese tutor, she'd probably come earlier, which wont really leave me with much time to blog. didn't do much in class, recess was spent in the library frantically trying to finish up the presentation slides, which went alright i suppose. except i lost my script a few seconds before it was my turn to present & we were unable to upload the pictures. math lesson was pretty fun actually. i could understand everything mdm lee was saying & i could do the worksheet on my own without any help at all. haha i know everyone else can probably do those stuff everyday, but really, my math is horrendous. assembly was boring & my stomach was really hurting. bus-ed home with jacq :) which was probably the best part of the day. haha thanks for talking to me jacq! love you tons.

i look forward to tmrw :)

2006-04-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

it's just stopped raining, overall today was good :) 3 rounds was fun & easy! haha alright whatever. water hockey team right :D haha gonghua jiehui & jiaxuan are full of crap. we have water hockey training at the singapore river! haha okay okay. mm lessons were alright i think. nothing much as usual. pmb voting for exco 2007 during recess for abit, then headed to the canteen for the first time this week to meet the rest :) chinese compo after recess & im very sure i'll fail, how horrid. came home after school cause i had no one to go out with and nothing to do ): i've done some of the powerpoint for the english performance task already! haha im proud of myself :) and i spent many many hours surfing for oth stuff, ugh. it's addictive.

surprisingly, im looking forward to school tmrw! hurray :) jiaxuan is an entertaining friend.

jiaxuan: it's such a tired day.
yingqi: tiring
j: tired
y: tiring
j: tired
y: tiring
j: i am the day.
y: HUH?!

and theres more
yingqi: can i please borrow a black pen?
jiaxuan: (passes black pen)
y: thanks, now a pair of scissors?
j: you think i open bookshop one ah!
HAHAHAHAHA.

So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

{edit}
cordelia is mad.
Laugh & Smile says: CORDELIA HAN XINXUAN IS NOT BROWN AND SLIMY
Laugh & Smile says: CORDELIA HAN XINXUAN IS TANNED AND TONED HAHAHAHAHA.
as if
{/edit}

2006-04-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

okay so today school was.. boring. 5 rounds, i nearly died i tell you. haha thanks jiehui for waiting for me :) dental after school with cordelia, the beloved slut. trained down to town with peixuan, then stopped at somerset & walked to dental. the receptionists/nurses were extra friendly today, i dont know why. cordelia & i have matching purple braces now, which aren't very nice actually because i chose the wrong shade of purple, HA. mm lunched at the food court after that. then she dragged me off to taka to look at zara & stuff. bought donuts! for school tomorrow :) mm left town at 6:30 plus plus

great, the newspaper crap is due tmrw, and i havent even typed it out. and i feel bad because i forgot to pass it to serene you by the end of today ): okay okay i think i have to go and do it right nowwwww. YUCK

cordelia > SLUT! haha i love you, thanks for today! 9th may yes, you're gonna get your teeth extracted! hahahaha alright im still waiting on that letter!

2006-04-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

hello im watching OC now :) its good & sad and everything. okay not as good as one tree hill, but still i love it. its sad, and after reading marissa's blog, i feel even more sad and confused and all. i wonder if what i chose was right, now i cant turn back & its costing alot. i know i'll have friends who will always be there for me, but the feeling's pretty much.. not there. i wouldnt use gone, because i know its not. last year, i had friends to look forward to in class. this year, i look forward to the final bell. everything's changed but hey, we'll make the best out of it!

And once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.

2006-04-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

today was boring. physics tuition was good :) i understand speed, acceleration & velocity already, yay.

anyway went to support hollaback semis yesterday! met jiaxuan at kovan mrt, then jiehui & charlotte at raffles city. haha then we went to buy stuff at jason's for our PICNIC! haha jiaxuan's wonderful idea :) mm got some stuff to eat, then free coke light cause there were people from coke promoting their new drink :) mm walked down to padang after that & realized there werent any seats for us whatsoever! oh boy & it was so bloody hot ): the thing started around 330, i think. some teams, especially the >17s were really good! stnicks was the .. 9th team, they did pretty well :) and they're in the finals! haha we screamed really, really loud. many many sn people turned up, and the atmosphere was good. stayed till the results were out, then walked around abit with the remaining supporters & the crew, haha. walked to the esplanade & they performed for us under the bridge! haha tourists stopped to watch as well. mm walked with eleanor to citylink after that, then went to suntec to meet the family for dinner & i think i ate too much. walked to carrefour after that & i met ziqian, we were both coming down the travellator (sp?) anyway i couldnt find alpha bits or hunny bs ): got honeystars instead.

school tmrw, how dreadful.

2006-03-29T04:50:00.000-08:00

i need many new things, especially stuff for czech! -looks at ong. we have to continue our lists tmrw, haha! uhm english report writing & chengyu test today. pretty alright i think, except maybe i wrote ridiculous stuff for the report. oh well stayed back after school to do the report on survey & i think we were a little productive. haha didn't complete much cause the planning totally sucked. but we managed to take all the pictures :) oh yes i have to upload them later.

okay nothing much actually. i wanna get my chinese test back soon, to see how badly i failed. but luckily it isnt counted in ppr :D

i enjoy sitting next to jiaxuan, and 3grace is actually a pretty wonderful class. i like many many people :) shaorou & ziqian <3

2006-03-28T04:38:00.000-08:00

today school was tiring ): my legs are aching now, and i dont feel like doing any work at all. the past weekend was.. alright i suppose. had fun on saturday at daphne's :) saw 2 was good, i liked it :D i should watch the first one. went for math tuition after that, was rubbish as usual! haha but i think i learnt some, which is a very good thing. i hope jeryl hasnt got beaten up by gangsters! haha alright. sunday was.. boring, tuition at charmaine's. haha it was good :) helpful, as it always is. i learnt my variation :D

1.6 today, timing was totally off, haha but we weren't running properly anyway. i hope i pass my 2.4! haha i love my sit & reach, yay. sec 1 meet the parents this friday, i've got to get the fried eggs to go with the beehoon we're gonna sell to the parents. mm & there's english newspaper article, english report. oh well, im glad today's over! choir was okay, ong sent me to her house, then i walked home from there. haha thank you hannah for talking to me (on the phone) all the way home! :)

abby > i miss you ): i promise to celebrate your birthday with you, and the day after. PROMISE PROMISE. i miss you tons ):

2006-03-24T02:30:00.000-08:00

its a fridaaaaay! like, finally. yay im so overjoyed. haha alright school today was pretty okay lah. chinese was, crummy as usual. now we have to run if we don't finish homework, and stand outside the class if we talk or misbehave or whatever during lessons. jiaxuan & i are just gonna shut up from now on. math sucked lah, whats new. im really sick of that teacher. i really dont understand her at all. and jiaxuan got so annoyed when i kept asking questions that she went 'YES WE UNDERSTAND ALREADY!' haha when she wasn't even doing the same question as me! then the teacher just walked away. and and! when she couldn't answer my question she just mumbled something i couldn't hear, then she walked away as well. how terrific. im sure that i'll pass my next common test with an A1. english was probably the only fun lesson today! haha cause we were doing newspaper reports, and everyone had to come up with headlines. and then we partnered another group, shaorou's group. and the headline they came up with was 'Mandai, man dies' HAHA! isnt it funny. like, pun intended. and then miss fazi went to read out alot of letters & reports, and we all kept laughing, especially jiaxuan & i.

stayed back after school for extra lit lessons, because as mrs c puts it, my class is 'grossly behind schedule'. oh well this relief teacher is pretty good & she bought us fries from macs to make us stay back. haha left school at around 3+, had tuition at 4:30. it helped! i've finished all my chinese homework that i'm supposed to do & i fully comprehend that weird passage. mm and i fell asleep ): and cause i was holding my pencil, so when i fell asleep i dropped the pencil. and i think it was very obvious, oh dear. and then i got so bored & i was trying so hard to stay awake that i ripped out the front cover of the student diary, then one i pasted over the blue one i mean. so now i've got to do it again.

daphne's birthday party tmrw! :) & oh guess what, oc 318's out and i havent even had time to watch my 317 ):

2006-03-23T05:54:00.000-08:00

hello all! haha havent had time to blog cause photoshop is really fun! haha thanks andrew for sending it to me :) its so fun! haha alright. uhm nothing much happened in school today, got scolded again during chinese. choir was pretty fine. oh im going to fail the lousy math test today. but nevermind! im in a good mood now :) hurray for photoshop. haha im going back to it!

2006-03-20T14:48:00.000-08:00

no school today! haha im watching my beloved oc now :) haven't really been watching it, watching more of one tree hill. had tuition this morning, managed to finish the last sihan. but i think all i wrote was crap. theres school again tomorrow. i hope this term will be a better one :)

Does this darkness have a name?
This crueltry this hatred?
How did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it, what happened to us?
That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war,
Hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some will be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness.
Does this darkness have a name, is it your name?

I LOVE OTH

2006-03-18T21:40:00.000-08:00

hey world! im finally home from everything, yay. okay anyway i'm gonna blog starting from wednesday okay, so here goes >

Wednesday
2nd day of RGPSLconvention. reached RGS at around.. 730 again. haha i was really damn tired from the previous day already. anyway ally came for a bit! yay i had someone really nice to talk to :) mm had station games in the morning, didn't really get wet. had fun with the group though :) lunch was not so nice haha the rice was hard again. talentime in the evening was hilarious. we totally didn't know how to sing, and we changed the entire thing last minute. haha i think we were pretty embarrassing but nevermind. the group still rocks. had singing session after that, it was really good, fun & bonding-y & everything. the entire thing finished at around 830, then marissa leeboon & i cabbed down to far east cause we were really too lazy to take the bus down with everyone else. anyway the cab fare was really cheap. mmhmm then we walked down to lido for dinner cause there wasnt enough space to accommodate all of us at far east. had dinner at macs, then my dad came to pick me :) reached home, packed for pmb camp, then went to bed. i miss elbrus, the lovely convention group <3>

Thursday
PMB CAMP! haha woke up at... 730 i think. then mummy sent me down to school. haha when i was in the car my phone started ringing & it was jacq who went 'YINGQI! me, you & bee bee chua are in the same group for camp!' yay. haha had loads of fun with the two of them in the wonderful group. mmhmm assembled in the forum, then went to put our bags away then we had station games :) no more water games for us. oh well anyway station games were pretty fun. lunch, then amazing race. haha it was bloody tiring i tell you. anyway we were the first group to rescue our facil! hurray. night trail at night wasn't really scary, but it was kinda spooky nevertheless. watched honey after that at the new ava. then we wanted to stay to watch hide & seek, but the vcd spoilt. so jacq bee & i went back to the mpr. then lisa came & joined us. then we just talked & laughed at alot of rubbish. fell asleep at 2 plus, then woke up at 3 plus cause the people who watched the second movie were just coming back, and there was light all over the place. oh well & i discovered certain people shout & mumble in their sleep, HAHA.

Friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL ONG! my lovely lovely friend. mmhmm i was already tired from camp. camp ended at around 1:30pm, mummy came to pick me from school. reached home, showered & slept for 2 hours before heading out to meet ong at kovan. haha at that time, many many people had already msged her to say they couldn't make it for her birthday thing & poor ong got so worried! haha. then i had to keep insisting that we carry on with the birthday thing and not just cancel it. anyway we went to nydc instead of big o cause they totally didn't allow reservations. the nydc staff were friendlier :) then slowly people started coming, mariel, ada abby, andrea, then chia ally & bee, then finally jules :) shared when 2 becomes 1 with abby! haha then e=mc(square), and we all had mudpie after that. then the hollaback people had to go back to practise somemore. so the rest of us walked down orchard, took stupid pictures & everything. haha then came home, didn't even come online. haha i went straight to bed :)

Saturday
woke up REALLY early to go for flag day. met ong at kovan as usual. trained down to somerset. then met shaorou & we got our donation bags stuff and headed to tp. i was the first to finish the two sheets of stickers! haha then i helped debbie finish hers. mm after that we went back to orchard, went to heeren to take neoprints & i have a bad feeling we spoilt the damn machine, but it cheated our money anyway. mm then we went back to return our donation bags & walked around town for pretty long till our feet really hurt. then i had to go for tuition ): tuition was crap as usual! haha but we had tons of fun. <3>